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I met Rasajna 27 yrs. ago, when I was a just a young girl of 18. I will never forget that moment, as long as I live. I had just moved to the farm in Spain, and for reasons that are not important to describe, I was lonely, and miserable and wanted nothing more than to go home, back to L.A. but that was not going to happen, no matter how much I rebelled over it, so my state of mind was dark and low and I felt like I was being punished for no reason, even feeling that Krsna had turned his back on me, and one day when I truly thought I was on the verge of a breakdown, I was hiding in this small corner, on the 2nd floor of the temple, trying to chant, but mostly trying to disappear, when out of no where, like a demigoddess floating from heaven, was this creature so pure, so bright with love for Guru and Krsna, that she actually GLOWED. I was in such awe, that I sat frozen, just watching her move in my direction, not being able to absorb what I was seeing. Then as if that wasn’t enough pleasure for my lonely eyes, she, not knowing that I was there in the dark little corner, thinking she was all alone in this long, long hall way, decided to practice a few of her amazing ballet moves! So here was Mother Rasajna, devotee of all devotees, alone with Me, a no body, in a long dark hall way in Spain, leaping and spinning, and floating and chanting, all at the same time, totally meditating in her trance/dance. She was the most angelic creature I’d ever seen, and my whole life changed forever, at that moment. When she stopped, and I clapped, she was so shocked that I was there, that all she could do was laugh, and laugh, and then I began to laugh, and she came straight to me and hugged me as if she had known me forever, not even knowing my name yet, but she said she knew me anyway. She became my Mata, right then and there. She trained me, and taught me, and healed me, and has loved me, unconditionally more than anyone else ever has in my whole life. She has touched us all in one way or another, so now we must all join together,and be there for her with one collective world wide prayer to Krsna, to please not take her from us yet. There are still so many lost souls that have not been blessed yet with her divine association, like I was,or like you may have been, so please pray, pray, pray with me for her comfort and healing.
Comment Posted By Jivana Dasi On 04.11.2009 @ 09:12