{"id":2099,"date":"2006-11-09T21:55:56","date_gmt":"2006-11-09T20:55:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.dandavats.com\/?p=2099"},"modified":"2006-11-09T21:55:56","modified_gmt":"2006-11-09T20:55:56","slug":"sweet-lord-of-lords","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.dandavats.com\/?p=2099","title":{"rendered":"Sweet Lord of Lords"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>By Tulsi<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Oh Lord! the Sweet Lord of Lords,<br \/>\nTo You I pay my humble obeisances,<br \/>\nUpon Thy Feet I offer fragrant flowers,<br \/>\nUnto You I offer freshly churned butter.<\/p>\n<p>When You let me off to this world so dark,<br \/>\nI rem&#8217;mber You gifted me an admirable gift<br \/>\nWanting to enjoy apart from You<br \/>\nThe Lord of Mercy You let me do the same.<\/p>\n<p>Wrapped in a golden covering<br \/>\nYou granted me gift called Free Will<br \/>\nElated i was- i suppose,<br \/>\nGlad to go my way.<\/p>\n<p>Roads I traversed in plenty<br \/>\nSome paths were strewn with flowers,<br \/>\nI immersed myself in mundane joys,<br \/>\nAnd not thought of You even once.<\/p>\n<p>Some roads were laced with danger<br \/>\nThe thorns of Karmic Law<br \/>\nWhen ill fate bounced upon me<br \/>\nI wondered &#8216;loud &#8220;But why Lord me?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Dark roads that made me stumble<br \/>\nMade my thoughts turn to You,<br \/>\nAlas! that moment apart<br \/>\nI fell back to my bad old ways.<\/p>\n<p>One wrong succeeded next fault,<br \/>\nThe sin of spiteful envy<br \/>\nThe sin of name and glory<br \/>\nThe sin of selfishness.<\/p>\n<p>I went behind ephemeral shadows,<br \/>\nAssuming them to be best<br \/>\nNot once did I ever realise<br \/>\nThat its all but Your expertise.<\/p>\n<p>How can I yearn for shadows?<br \/>\nWhy dont I crave for sun?<br \/>\nHundred crore suns ane but nothing<br \/>\nAnd I am still groping in dark for candle.<\/p>\n<p>A moment I say &#8220;Yes these are mine&#8221;<br \/>\nAnd proudly boast off on worldly stage,<br \/>\nNext moment I cry out in despair,<br \/>\n&#8220;Oh but why had it now gone?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>I vainly propounded ownership<br \/>\nI wished for worthy Love<br \/>\nLittle did ignorant I knew,<br \/>\nOnly You know how to Love true.<\/p>\n<p>Yes! my most Majestic Lordship,<br \/>\nI give up my hope in this world,<br \/>\nMy only guide shall be Thy Footsteps,<br \/>\nMy only light- Your Lotus eyes.<\/p>\n<p>With all the sighs of an erred young child,<br \/>\nWho wronged her benevolent mom<br \/>\n&#8216;Here I am&#8217;- the Lord of all Gopis,<br \/>\nI come to surrender my soul.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve burned my hand in the pyre of world,<br \/>\nThe free will is just too short- sighted,<br \/>\nTrying to enjoy away from You,<br \/>\nI realise it just cant be.<\/p>\n<p>My Lord is the treasure of all joy,<br \/>\nThe key to the world of true bliss.<br \/>\nMy Lord is the Lorsdhip of all Gods,<br \/>\nMy Lord is the one to be Served.<\/p>\n<p>Ah! so glad I am, back to be here,<br \/>\nTo be a speck of dust of Your Feet,<br \/>\nAnd I place with utmost reverence<br \/>\nThe Gift of Free will on Thy Feet.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No Lord- not anymore&#8221;<br \/>\nI need not,this crazy horse,<br \/>\nI&#8217;m happy to be just ruled by You,<br \/>\nI&#8217;m glad to be Your unpaid maid.<\/p>\n<p>This &#8216;free will&#8217; was gifted why,<br \/>\nI received an answer now.<br \/>\nYou gave me the gift of free will<br \/>\nTo let me realise i need none.<\/p>\n<p>Just as the way a loving dad<br \/>\nLet the kid the burn of a tiny splinter<br \/>\nOnly to keep the child afar<br \/>\n>From more deathly whorls of flames.<\/p>\n<p>Thank You my most worthy Lord<br \/>\nTo let me have gone this way<br \/>\nI now return to thy feet<br \/>\nAnd surrender all I have.<\/p>\n<p>Take me into Thy shelter<br \/>\nI need no fame, name or gold<br \/>\nNo grandeur ,no kinship, nor free will<br \/>\nAll I need is Thy Mercy and Love.<\/p>\n<p>Please Lord Keep my faith strong,<br \/>\nLet everything else just go-<br \/>\nKith and Kin and everyone else<br \/>\nI need just thy Holy Feet.<\/p>\n<p>Take back with limitless Mercy<br \/>\nThis double edged sword called free will<br \/>\nYour Will be now on my will<br \/>\nI need no free will anymore.<\/p>\n<p>Grant me the boon of serving You,<br \/>\nGrant me the boon of unshaking faith,<br \/>\nGrant me the boon of surrender true<br \/>\nAnd make me free of all worldly woe.<\/p>\n<p>Let me be the servant there,<br \/>\nMost fallen, most worthless<br \/>\nI have not, the desire to rule now<br \/>\nAll I wish is servitorship.<\/p>\n<p>All Glories to Lord of Lords!<br \/>\nAll Glories to Radha Rani!<br \/>\nAll Glories to holy Vraj vasis!<br \/>\nAll Glories to Vrindavan Dham!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/www.dandavats.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/p11deded8.jpg\" alt=\"Hare Krishna\" \/><strong>By Tulsi  <\/strong><\/p>\n<p> Dark roads that made me stumble Made my thoughts turn to You, Alas! that moment apart I fell back to my bad old ways. One wrong succeeded next fault, The sin of spiteful envy The sin of name and glory The sin of selfishness.<!--more--><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[21],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2099","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dandavats.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2099","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dandavats.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dandavats.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dandavats.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dandavats.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2099"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.dandavats.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2099\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dandavats.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2099"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dandavats.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2099"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dandavats.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2099"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}