{"id":9859,"date":"2011-09-03T06:43:25","date_gmt":"2011-09-03T05:43:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.dandavats.com\/?p=9859"},"modified":"2011-09-03T06:43:25","modified_gmt":"2011-09-03T05:43:25","slug":"forgiveness","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.dandavats.com\/?p=9859","title":{"rendered":"Forgiveness"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Parvati devi dasi: My Dear Devotees,<br \/>\n        Please accept my humble obeisances.  All glories to Srila<br \/>\nPrabhupada.  Because of technology I simply cannot understand, I am very<br \/>\nfortunate to be able to offer my Vaishnava pranams to so many devotees at<br \/>\none time.  Lazy intelligence at its best!<\/p>\n<p>        A couple days ago, I was thinking how so many of us older devotees<br \/>\n(did I say &#8220;old&#8221;?!) are dropping like flies, and many of us should have<br \/>\nthought of asking forgiveness from those we offended in the many years of<br \/>\nour service, intentional or unintentional.  Right before Srila Prabhupada<br \/>\nleft, he called in his sister and many of his godbrothers to apologize for<br \/>\nwhat he may have said in the line of preaching which may have upset them.<br \/>\nWe know he never offended anyone at all, because he was so careful in the<br \/>\nway he did everything, but still, people have a way of taking things another<br \/>\nway.  So he made a point of doing this.  Rupa Goswami hurt one Vaishnava<br \/>\ncompletely unintentionally, yet he went out of his way to rectify the<br \/>\nmatter.  And so I feel obligated to do this before it&#8217;s too late.<\/p>\n<p>        Personally, I am known internationally as such a heavy person, that<br \/>\nwhenever I&#8217;m in the audience and the subject of the chapter on &#8220;The Wrath of<br \/>\nMother Parvati&#8221; comes up, the speaker makes a point at directing a remark<br \/>\nstraight to me, usually in a joking way.   But the fact is that for many<br \/>\nyears my presence registered pretty high in the intense range.  Now, even<br \/>\nI&#8217;m operating at tenth speed, people still give way out of habit.<\/p>\n<p>        As we have experienced, we never know when our number is up.  So<br \/>\nbefore I miss my opportunity, I am begging any and all of you, if for any<br \/>\nreason I have hurt you or screwed up your service, in some great or small<br \/>\nway that I should know about, kindly inform me so I can personally address<br \/>\nthe issue and pray for your forgiveness, or rectify the matter in some way<br \/>\nor other as best as I can.  Better we do it this way than have to take birth<br \/>\nonce more and figure it all out all over again.<\/p>\n<p>        Because many will not read these forums, I request the people at<br \/>\nvarious temples to post this on their notice boards or their face books<br \/>\n(another technology I simply cannot fathom) for some time to give me a<br \/>\nchance to reach these devotees.  My husband cheerfully tells me that<br \/>\neveryone who knows me either loves me or hates me, but no one seems to have<br \/>\nno opinion about me.  So PLEASE help me out here.<\/p>\n<p>        I hope this meets you all well.<\/p>\n<p>Your servant,<\/p>\n<p>Parvati devi dasi<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Parvati devi dasi: Personally, I am known internationally as such a heavy person, that<br \/>\nwhenever I&#8217;m in the audience and the subject of the chapter on &#8220;The Wrath of<br \/>\nMother Parvati&#8221; comes up, the speaker makes a point at directing a remark<br \/>\nstraight to me, usually in a joking way<!--more--><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[93],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9859","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blog-thoughts"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dandavats.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9859","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dandavats.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dandavats.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dandavats.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dandavats.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=9859"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.dandavats.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9859\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.dandavats.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=9859"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dandavats.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=9859"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.dandavats.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=9859"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}